You can find peace.
Freedom from body obsession and binge eating, anorexia, bulimia, and compulsive eating is possible. Eating issues are not about the food itself, but are often a metaphor: the body "says" what words cannot. I can help you identify your needs, connect to your feelings and find healthier ways to express your needs and feelings in therapy which you can apply outside of therapy. It is also important to help you find ways to cope with stress that are not self-destructive.
It is common to feel shame and to have secrets surrounding your eating disorder, and I admire your courage in breaking the silence and seeking help.